Nothing wrong with being emotional about your peregrines and your site (despite what lots of biologists say), but one needs to keep an eye on the fact that the peregrines have absolutely no awareness or sentiment about you. Sounds wierd, but if you realize that you don't register on their awareness as anything other than say, an ant, then it can make it easier to take a step back when you have to find solutions or possible explanations without having to give up on your attachment for the individual birds and their lives. If you are an ant, how exactly do they see the world? In a way that we can't even comprehend. Notice I don't say imagine, because we can imagine all sorts of things, but while we may be imagine flying, it would be the equivalent of a peregrine imagining it was a person snowshoeing. You can imagine a human flying, but not a peregrine. But more importantly, we can't comprehend a flying peregrine, how it does it, why it does it, where or when or what is involved, what it sees, hears, tastes or feels like. And we can't comprehend what the peregrine experiences doing all of these things - and that's the point at which you realize that you are an ant to a peregrine, totally out of its comprehension and unlike us, it doesn't care that it can't figure us out.
Okay, thay may not be as clear as you would like but hey, comprehending the TPC may be as difficult as a flying peregrine